honesty. truth. the hardest and most painful and yet most sustaining and freeing things in life. 

hardhardhard to be honest. and to be vulnerable. i think there are so so so so many things about the truth of who i am that i wont even begin to realize until i am like, 40.  i feel like we have to go through crap in order to reveal stuff about ourselves.

...but we are all such deep people, we have a lot of life ahead of us to let God reveal to us the depths of our depravity, humanity, truth. what is wisdom if it aint practiced moment by moment.

i am trying.