God..I am going to trust You. Bc my "why's" and "how comes" and "what about mes" are an insult to your love for me.Your there I'm just dumb sometimes and forget.
Last sunday i went to Reality in San Fran. It was at the same place i saw (and fell in love with) Rosie Thomas and Damien Jurardo. good music. anyways
the service was amazing. i wish i lived in san fran for a ton of reasons but this was up there. the worship was what BU used to be like...and the teaching hit right at home. the crowd was santa cruz meets san fran meets santa barbara and i loved it. point is....storms.
right, chapter 4 of Mark we see this. and i am this. i am a storm and a mess and confused and excited and missing people (person) and trying to make sense of everything while it seems everyone else has it all together. all along i am asking and pleading for an answer. sometimes teetering on asking "helloo??? are you up there? why do you hear everyone else and not me??" but then i remember last sunday and i stop. because of course He does. I am just too busy asking to hear Him.